I wonder who Greg would be now
With three more years of living
Three more years of suffering
And three more years of being transformed by Jesus
I knew him at 19
And far more deeply at 35
But 38 year old Greg is a mystery
that will never be solved
I watched him mature, back slide, and grow
Saw him become a husband and a father
I knew him as a dad to an infant, toddler, and little boy
But what kind of dad would he be
To a nine year old kid?
And who would we be
With a husband and father to mold and guide us?
How different would life be
Our days, months and years
If he was here?
These are mysteries that can't be solved
With him in Glory and our feet firmly planted on earth
Yet still I wonder,
Who would he be now?